I wish to share some good news my friend.
Allow yourself a deep breath and read the following sentence.
“The ultimate realization is that we already are that which we seek.”
If willing, please receive my offering. A gift of: time, attention, energy and resources.
A gift from my heart to yours. .
As a seeker I have committed a significant part of my life to my spiritual path Engaging teachers, coaches, attending retreats, traveling to the jungles of Peru, climbing high peaks in the Andes. I completed pilgrimages and have built and maintained beautiful relationships with a variety of plant medicines.
I have participated in indigenous Inipis with medicine men and women and other courageous seekers.
I am honored to be an initiate of the Q’ero, a lineage of healers from Peru. I have participated in and facilitated sacred ceremonies during full moon and eclipse cycles.
One Fall, I sat in the desert of Southern Utah for four days without food for the sacred experience known as a Vision Quest.
During my exploration, I was an executive in the financial services industry, a founding partner of a mortgage company and an executive coach.
For much of this time I lived the illusion that the elixir of life was something outside of me. My seeking was external. The next thing would satisfy my insecurities or inadequacies. I would be offered something that would fill the void I was experiencing in my heart. The sadness, the empty moments when I felt alone in a crowded room.
Now I know this was a separation and isolation from my true nature, from my heart, from source.
I have absolutely no regrets and I would not change, remove or delete any of my experiences.
The learning for me and the gift I am offering you.
“The ultimate realization is that we already are that which we seek.”
What does this mean? For me it means turning my attention inward. The void I experienced was the perception that “I” was separate from others, separate from Source.
My incessant chasing, seeking and ambition was illusive and ultimately an illusion that at one time I thought would deliver happiness, fulfillment and peace.
I was operating from a Spiritual identity. The identify was yet another protective layer.
What if the journey home to the heart is what we each desire?
To be unemcumbered by identities and beliefs.
But what we have been taught and learned is to face outward.
We have learned to direct our attention to the external. Similar to looking through the wrong end of a telescope and seeing blurred images.
A Spiritual identity delays our journey home to the heart.
If we are only seeking externally we won’t find what we desire because seeking makes our hearts blind.
How do we return home to the love of the heart? To our heart energy.
Perhaps it is a journey of unveiling and remembering one’s true nature.
An unfolding.
I know redirecting my journey from the external to the internal aided me to: alchemize, mulch and decouple the identities, the armor, the beliefs, the doctrines and the conditions of society that had me experiencing the discomfort and pain of separtion.
This has taught me that the way a material based and soulless world is alchemized into a sacred world is by seeing everyone as if they are sacred until the sacred in them remembers..
Being seen and held as sacred is how we begin our journey together.
Perhaps I can help you remember your true nature?